Quote
I read something I would like to quote in a serialized blog that I enjoy reading. It's linked on my sidebar as Dingo: A Novel. The quote is as follows:
"I guess no matter how bad things get, how irreparable, how far gone, you just never want to give up hope. You still believe you can fix things."
That's how I feel right now. I know I've fucked up, but I still feel that I can fix it. I don't believe we are at the point of irreparable. Especially after what JME said to me the other night: "Time heals all wounds."
I beg the question, "How much time?" I know things won't be right anytime soon, and that no amount of ass-kissing can fix what I've done. But it's not about that. I heard this on the radio this morning. I think it was what Nicole Ritchie said. I know you're probably wondering why I'm quoting Nicole Ritchie, but the girl had a point. She said, "It's not the amount of time you spend with a person, it's what you do when you're together." I'm not sure why, but this hit right at home. I need to make it a point of having fun and being honest no matter what happens.
I know that with time and support, things will become normal again and JME and I might have a chance of being together. If not, he will always be the one that I regret hurting, the one that I forced away. Over the year that I've known him I have come to care about him a lot. That sounds so childish after reading what I just wrote, but I can't put my words into any other form. If his path leads him somewhere else, then I have to support him. That's what love is. Letting go and supporting their every decision.
One last quote before I close for the day. It's from the song "Home" in Piece: the Musical. it's a beautiful song and the show should be amazing. It just finished workshop and will hopefully get picked up soon.
No matter where your journey leads you, if your path leads to some place new, you'll always have a home in this heart of mine... because home is where the is meant to be. You'll always have a home inside of me.
That's how I feel right now. I know I've fucked up, but I still feel that I can fix it. I don't believe we are at the point of irreparable. Especially after what JME said to me the other night: "Time heals all wounds."
I beg the question, "How much time?" I know things won't be right anytime soon, and that no amount of ass-kissing can fix what I've done. But it's not about that. I heard this on the radio this morning. I think it was what Nicole Ritchie said. I know you're probably wondering why I'm quoting Nicole Ritchie, but the girl had a point. She said, "It's not the amount of time you spend with a person, it's what you do when you're together." I'm not sure why, but this hit right at home. I need to make it a point of having fun and being honest no matter what happens.
I know that with time and support, things will become normal again and JME and I might have a chance of being together. If not, he will always be the one that I regret hurting, the one that I forced away. Over the year that I've known him I have come to care about him a lot. That sounds so childish after reading what I just wrote, but I can't put my words into any other form. If his path leads him somewhere else, then I have to support him. That's what love is. Letting go and supporting their every decision.
One last quote before I close for the day. It's from the song "Home" in Piece: the Musical. it's a beautiful song and the show should be amazing. It just finished workshop and will hopefully get picked up soon.
posted by Unsigned @ 11:06 AM
1 Comments:
At 10:02 PM,
Unsigned said…
I incredibly agree with you. But like you, I have a scar on my face that I barely notice myself. But that's what we have to work for. Scars may be permanant they do fade. Some become barely noticeable. That is what I must try for. It is what I've done to keep from becoming more bitter than I already am.
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